MistressLexi's Xanga

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Mon, 20 Mar 2006 01:23:45 GMT

well i havent written in awhile and its not like anyone really reads anything i write anyways so blablablablabla im better at gaia its the same rping in threads as i used todo-and thats about all i do on it...hmm.. i dont know what else to say.. i wish i didnt live so goddamn far away from all of my friends...i think hanging out with them would rock!. lets see....myspace is my main thing im on now..so yeah...kind of been neglecting xanga for awhile..whoops!..hmm..oh my mom had a surgery...shes getting betetr now.. i still miss skye..>.<;; ...um i need new cds cuz all of my cds suck.i wish i wasnt so damn poo then i could buy new ones,and sum new clothes..and i still really want tattoos...so damn i wish i was rich!!lol ok well i'm gonna go now..wandwer.i honestly dont knwo what to do with myself if im not rping on gaia..its like i cant remember what else there is to do.and no one has really been rping in my main rp lately..the sites been screwing up alot as well. so yeah ok well i'm gonna go wander now..goodbye all u wonderful imaginary frenz who couldnt give a damn!

BLAHBLABLAAAH

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 09:59:44 GMT

ok first off. im getting better at gaia well rping anyways since that about all i can do and ive been doin that for years so yay.ive met more people on there now so its not as lonely..thats good.. i was trying to put a music video on the site..i still might come abck and edit this and do it.. heres a funny thing a friend made me watch and i think its cool so im sharing it with all u wonderful people who dont give a damn about me.

http://www.ultimateshowdown.org/ <~~watch the video. if u dont laugh.then u have serious mental issues.

Another favorite site of mine is www.stupidvideos.com There's tons of cool shit on there to watch if ur just plain bored...or need a laugh.

thats all for now.byebye imaginary frenz!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 09:23:29 GMT

hey all. i'm rping on Gaia right now.i put a pic in my Siggy on thre that looks like my character avatar. i thought ide put the pic on here because i thought it looked kinda like me and someone else. lady oreo uknow who u are.lol. i hope u like the piccy!. also.check out my myspace page becaus ei put a new RECENT pic of me on there.i may put it on here too by tomorrow or sumthin but im kind of busy right now.so yeah that's all for now.i got one comment..w00t..*sighs* but it wasnt actually a comment lol.because i wrote to them first lol.

[IMG]http://i50.photobucket.com/albums/f316/MistressLexi/Original___Devil_and_Angel_by_kurot.jpg[/IMG]

ok well there's the pic i hope it shows up.! if it doesnt ill try to fix it later ok?..it may not even show up.lol. but if it does..enjoy!ttyl bibi4now.

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 09:15:47 GMT

i'm trying to get the smile dk "butterfly" (hyper mix)or whatever on here so its all fast but this one thats playing is the normal slower one. the upload thing isnt workin and im sick of tryin to find new ones im guessing my brother may be too since he's been tryin to help me and it keeps not working lol. so yeah,until then just enjoy or be annoyed by the one thats playing.it's still a good song. DDR rocks!.lol. (whispers)* but pump it up is WAY easier*lol..the thing that sucks the most is.. i HAD the song i want on here before but i took it off cuz it annoyed me when i had the window open but i had another one open too and i was trying to do sumthin.lol. distracting. so i wrote the code down and whatnot and took it off the site.. well that was like a year ago or so lol. so yeah. now iwant it back-that code wont work and doesnt exist or whatever.. so *sigh* i'll just try to find it again later. lol thanks aron for trying to help lol i know u had otehr things u could have been doing.lol. i guess we can try again some other time.lol hopefully then it will be worth something and the dman thing will work if we finally do find it! lol. Okay well i don't knwo what else to say it doesn't seem like anyone is really on.then again no one ever seems to be on when i'm on-even if im on during the daytime -.-; it sucks. to i'm gonna go wander around or whatever. bibi4now.

hihihi

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 06:04:16 GMT

hi people. yet again im trying NOT to write all first letters of the words capitalized .lol im weird but its hard ..im a dork. well i'm happier today cuz lady oreo wrote back to me =^_^= i thought ide never tlak to her again. *gladness* i'm just listening to music .not doing anything actually but i dont quite feel bored yet. i watched "taxi" and "spiderman 2" just a few hours ago..taxi was really funny. and spiderman 2 was awesome..(yeah mainly cuz we all know i think kirsten dunst And Tobey maguire are hott as hell)lmao. but yeah i have always like spidey. i still have some of my marvel cards from when i was a youngin wheeeeee im a geek! *does a geeky little dance* oh yeah i rule!. well i don't know what else there is to say. my head kinda hurts..hmmm.. i still want chocolate..my hands are freezing cold. and NO ONE EVER FREAKING LEAVES ME COMMENTS ON ANY SITE I HAVE.it's quite annoying.. i know people read what i write but they dont leave comments.. kinda makes me feel shitty. oh well thats life i guess. i'll go now.no one cares anyways! ha. *sighs* ..ok well i'm off. *dances around her room alone*. shush! it's normal....not really...no... bi4now!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 02:20:52 GMT

aint he cute? hehehe

this thingy

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 01:48:42 GMT

Hey PPL. What's Goin on? not much with me- just trying to get adopted on this site...for a game -.-; lol. its some weird thing my friend told me about.. it's .. http://www.gaiaonline.com/ It looks kinda cute if i could ever figure out how to do anything. lol i take being a Newb To The Extremes.. which everyone who played FFXI with me already knows.lmao. ^_^.so this "getting adopted" is supposed to latch me onto someone with gaming experience so they can help me out and stuff...(if i dont drive them nuts first)lmao. i asked for them to find me sum1 equally insane like me..but that's going to be a very hard thing to do. i'm pretty weird.! lol. ok this is hard for me. im trying so hard not to do what ive been doing lately..which is.. while typing i make it take forever by Doing This.<~ which is Making Every Single Word's First Letter Capitalized Whether Or Not Its The Beginning Of A Sentence!.. u try it for a week see how hard it is.,lol i dont knwo why i started doing it i just did and so now writing normal is pretty hard but im trying so har NOT to do it .lol sounds lame but eh. it's weird.lol.ok well sorry for all the typos i probably made i'm going to go back on the gaia site now. ttyl !

oh yeah. i also have a myspace account which i dont like nearly as much as my xanga.lol but ppl wanted me to get one so i may as well post the link. it's got nothin special.lol. i just started it. <> http://www.myspace.com/mistresslexi that is all for now!bibi

WHY>!?

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 06:35:21 GMT

Okay, Well i know i havent written about this stuff for awhile but the stupid ghosties at my house are getting on my nerves. stupid 10 yr old dead girl who looks like shes 6 wont stop trying to jump on me..when im trying to sleep.. or pulling my hair or scratching me etcetcetc..not enough to leave marks like last time.heh. but she's pissin me off and if i toss sumthin at her..well DER it goes right through. i swear if she wasnt dead already i'de probably strangle her. lmao. she keeps turning on my tv as im writing this. i keep shutting it off.she's doing it just to be annoying i know but it's really bugging me..there's at LEAST 3 other ghosts here.and a few ghost animals.. i don't get why they cant keep her in line.. i know 2 of them at least are pretty nice and don't wish to harm me..maybe they just gave up or maybe theyre scared of her too lmao.*shudders* i know the house is haunted- my old house was too-but way worse...but i still can never get used to the feeling of being watched.it's creepy. warding spells dont work..and protection spells dont work either because mainly those are for people and things that are..u know...ALIVE. lol. Well i don't really know what to talk about here.. i'm bored as hell..with only ghosts as company...not that fun if u ask me. and its 1:34am so i cant blast my music to try tuning it all out or i will get into trouble. i Can't drive or i'de probably just drive somewhere just for a little while. and its way too creepy out here to walk around alone unless i never wanna come home lol.lotsa creeps out there.blah!. ok well i guess i'm gonna go wander around and look at ppl's sites and junk now. i'll write again soon...Not like ppl even read this junk in the first place. so blablabla lucky charms and magickal flying inanimate objects.. >.>;;lol .ttyl Sorry For Any Typos i'm too lazy to spell check right now!

I'M BACK

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 01:17:49 GMT

I'm Back Again!!

I've Been Gone For A Long Time!Wow. Ok.. First. I DID Go To Utah And It Sucked Horribly! I Was Supposed To Be There For 4 Days And I Got Stuck There For 8 Horrible Months.I Am So Glad To Be Home Finally! I Am Definately NOT Going Anywhere For A Long Time! I Would Recommend That If You Are Going To Travel Somewhere Do NOT Pick Utah! It Sucks. Honestly It Does. LOL. To Me It Was A Pretty Traumatic Experience. (THANKS GARY-NOT.LOL!) But I Know It Could've Been Way Worse. So I'm Glad It Wasn't That Way At Least! I Am Officially Sick Of Fast Food,Wallmart, And Hospitals! lol. Okay. Well Enough About Utah Before I Start My Ranting. <> Okay, What Else..I Am Trying To Have A Page On Myspace.com As Well But It's Nowhere Near Easy Like This One Was! And Everyone Who Knows Me Know That I Give Up Very Easily And I Don't Know Crap About Computers! ((I'm On My Very Own Brand New Computer I Just Got And Set Up Basically All By Myself...*I'm So Proud* No One Thought I Could Do It))SO..Besides The Whole Utah Deal..Not A Whole Lot Has Been Happening. A Few Of My Friends* Have Just Up And Stopped Talking To Me Without Any Explanation Why, This Has Actually Been Bothering Me For A Long Time But I Waited Forever To See If They'de Start Talking To Me Again.And They Didn't -So I'm Finally Writing About It Now- People Seem To Love Doing That Kind Of Thing To Me-Maybe All The Friends I Have ever Had-Have This Club Where They All Hang Out And Decide To Hate Me Or Sumthin I Dunno, but It Does Suck. It Gets Pretty Damn Boring Around Here With No One To Talk To. Anyways...I'm Currently Trying To Get A Job So I Can Get My Own Money And Try To Help Out With The Bills And Groceries And Whatnot Since I Don't Think It's Fair For My Mom To Have To Do Everything Without Any Help Since I Lie Here Too. So Yeah So Far The Search For A Job Is NOT Going Well. People Don't Want To Hire Me Because I Have Never Used A Cash Register Before, And I Hate Math And I'm A Super Slow Learner When It Comes To Math Related Stuff. I'm Gonna Keep On Trying Though. I Wish I Could Still Play FFXI I Miss It And Everyone On There BLATHNAT LOVES U ALL! LOL.I've Made Some New FRiends Online They're Pretty Cool. Hmm..Well. I Don't Really Know What Else To Write And I Have Written A Ton Already..So I Guess I'll Go For Now. BIBI! Sorry For Any Typos- DEAL WITH IT!

AFTERTHOUGHT: I Just Thought That I Would Mention For Those Who Only Started Getting To Know Me Now And Read All My Other Comments On Here. I'm Not As Depressed And Junk Lately As I Was Before. LOL. I'm Too Glad To Be Home At The Moment! And Yes, I Am A Psycho..Thanks For Noticing! lmao

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 05:09:11 GMT

Havent posted on here in a few days or so.hmmm not a whole lot has happened.i started smoking again..uh it was my moms bday on the 10th(april duh).and i lost the card i had made for her-.- SORRY MOM!!! i'll make a new one or sumthin and get ya an actual present soon..belated but it still sorta counts.i made a bracelet/necklace for her..(it could be either).hmm lets see ..i havent really been up to much except transferring my poems to different notebooks.-.- i need more pens.lol i only got 5 colors. eh..hmm Utah plans set for 23rd and around there*yay!(if they work out this time)*hopes*Gary is gonna be fixin up a pic of mine..or more than 1 so they actually look good lol. THANKS GARY! *grins*hmm im also planning on taking more pix of me in diff outfits so ppl will stop callin me"cute" -.- i am not so stop!*cries* lol .yeah ok i am so bored rite now.blaaa.. i cant wait to get outta minnesota! hurrah hurray!gettin outta mn finally..after a whole 19 years!lol..hmm what else can i blabber on about?..oh yeah.. i looked @ the background pic i have for my site and it says sumthin about it only being compatable for my comp or sumthin...cuz i noticed ppl been sayin they CANT see it...just an angelfire sign.. well its a bubble bobble picture....i took music of cuz it was annoying me too much..maybe i'll get new pic and song soon.but not rite now.Bla. nonstop migraine for days now. it's not going away.*growlz*damn its annoying the hell outta me!hmm i dont know what to talk about.i've been blabbering alot here dunno what else to say so i guess that is all for now. *sighs*tilll next time.--Lexi-©